atisha!-atisha! we all fall down...

Have I mentioned that I absolutely love nursery rhymes? Whoever Mother Goose was, I wish I'm in that soothingly rocking cradle... even if it's on the treetop, or on the cow that jumped over the moon. I guess I'm in that phase when reality actually hit smack centre on my wide forehead (which can actually mean I've a larger surface area of grey matter = more info storing cells = pandai) Ok, back to reality... science is a big interest of my life... and so are many things. But to juggle it all... I always get hit on the head by the one I fail to catch. I don't even know what I'm talking about except that everything is metaphorical and scientific.

I'm pretty sure I want a career in science cos that's what I can imagine dedicating my time to. Although I like cooking, I've never considered that as a career. So, I'm pursuing science... and it's interesting... but science in theory can be the worst thing ever cos how do u put it into words... I mean phrase it all in English?! How do u actually write an essay on mechanisms that only takes a few equations to explain? See, I haven't actually reached that stage of 'reporting'. I like English but when u have to translate science into English, it's absolutely horrific to me.

Comes to the point that if I were to pursue a career in science, this is what I'd actually have to do. Ok, it's not that bad compared to doing accounts or something. So yes... it is making me braindead. I don't even know if it's just me or the whole thing sucks. I can safely say that I'm not an 'under-average' student. Maybe I'm just sorta complacent. Or maybe I just want my bad cough to disappear. Maybe the coffee I just made is too diluted...

Oh well... let's not think about work at the moment. I miss freedom. Of the mind, I meant. At the moment, I can't of anything but work work work. Is it just this country or what? Although there aren't only S'poreans in my class, it seems like everyone seems all out to kick each others' asses, S'porean or not. Maybe my course is demanding in a way. Using both sides of the brain, scientific and not.

I miss running around in spring, basking in sunlight. Here, I dread the sun so much. It's scorching hot and it makes u feel yucky and sticky and icky and it's pigmenting my fair skin. :-P Ahaha... I swear my forehead is like the darkest part of my body. ~_^ Ok, it doesn't look as bad as it sounds though. I just wanna blog (rant) and not go back to my research. I just wanna hold on to times when ur only worry is not getting that pair of shoe ur size, or even when scraped knees were the painfullest ever. Lucky for me, I have the most understanding and loving guy loving me blindly. He would bring me coffee and bagels for breakfast on his way to school. I guess this is it for now.

P/S Nina: Nice dress
P/S Fade: Ur combination is really a greek salad!
P/S myself: How do I post a pic? Ahaha... Complete ur damn essays then think abt other stuff!

Seriously, I have to be strict with myself sometimes...