четверг, сентября 21, 2006

Sorry I'm so emo

I thought of happy things to input in this entry, but I couldn't think of any. I'm not feeling well, I'm experiencing a burnout. I feel emo, I feel empty. Everything has happened so fast, I'm still trying to make heads and tails out of it.

I thought I have only recently started teaching, but guess what people, I've already completed teaching the syllabus and the examinations are next week! I cannot even tell you how I have felt appreciated, yet how I have had my heart broken by these 14 year olds.

I have definitely been distracted. I feel that whatever that has happened recently, it was as though I was floating off my feet. Swaying here and there, not feeling the impact of walking. How can I relieve the moments with my feet flat on the ground? Would it have made any difference? What if I had used my brain to determine my actions instead of my heart?

I should've savoured every waking moments. At least, I could remember everything... Now all I can do is just close my eyes and imagine. What doesn't break us, makes us stronger.

Well, Ramadhan is just round the corner so I have to get myself settled nicely. Ramadhan always helps with disciplining myself. Preparing the students for exams, marking exam papers, preparing for my exams, completing my assignments, more of my exams, dissertation, then what? Await what the future has in store for me.

God, please give me the strength to soldier on.

To all of you, I do not mention your names... but I think of you, and may God Bless.

Especially you.

:-)

Happy fasting to you all.

суббота, сентября 02, 2006

Yet again

Ok everyone...

long day
=> distracted
=> absent-minded
=> realised phone lost 1 hour after being at home!

phone lacking useful specs
=> delayed/ difficult backing up

subs long day,
=> lost everything

Kindly sms me your contacts, everyone. Email me, whatever... Can post me a phone as well. Ahaha... Ok, back to hurrying my assignment now.

Take care, you all...
I've not forgotten you.
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